Hello people! Yesterday was a fun fun day :D
Finally met up with my dearest November ladies though didn't spend enough time cas' I have to leave earlier. Trained all the way to paya lebar in the morning. Thought I would be the first to arrive but yuwan was there first. Waited for the rest to come, they were late O:
Took bus and walked to east coast park. Had macs for lunch.
Getting a bit sick of eating macs, have been eating macs for two day straight. Gosh!
Then we went to rent the family bike that we found interesting, so yeah.
It's actually kind of expensive, $40/hour for the 4 person but you could squeeze 6 and $30/hour for the 2 person one.
We were like screaming and laughing in the start but after awhile a bit sian of the bike, it's damn slow and hard to cycle. Alicia and wanping were like reckless drivers, both of them shared the 2 person family bike. I swear you will laugh like mad when you see them cycling. It's really funny. They just keep changing lanes and do funny things while cycling. Laughed like mad.
Jeslyn and jiaxuan then join us at about 2.45pm when me and yuwan had to leave, so yeah. Change drivers! Haha!
Our timing was super accurate today. Firstly, we went to the bus stop and the bus came. Secondly, the train just arrived in the station when we reached the platform. How nice, no need to wait. Talked all the way till tiong bahru where yuwan alighted.
Headed to clementi to meet Jericks and his cousin for pool. Bought the ice cream again :D but this time new york cheesecake was out of stock ): emo shit.
My pool skills really can't make it -.- more horrible then when i first started playing. That's bad.
Then his friend came at about 6, watched them played and headed for the hawker centre for dinner. Went home after that.

Anyway,

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY,
my dear boy! :D

Merry Christmas people! Hohoho!

Went jurong point for lunch with family then headed off to meet my dear boy.
There's this new italian ice cream shop at clementi, and the new york cheesecake flavour is damn nice (well, at least to me) :D hehe!
Went to play pool at West Coast Recreation Centre after that. Shall play pool there the next time, they have a lot of tables there. Heehee.
Only won 1 round out of 3 :\ I admit I am lousy. Bought koi and fried chicken then headed home for dinner.
Going to miss the dumb boy for the next 3 days ): He's flying off to Phuket. Oh well.
Currently damn full from drinking koi O: miss their black tea macchiato

Special post for my dear boy, Jericks (:
Sorry if this is a bit short or what not. Anyway, here it goes.
Firstly, 10 more days to 4th monthsary. Heehee, love you loads. Suddenly thought of the past today, when we first met all those. Yada yada. Quite a lot of unhappy stuff in the past huh? Especially when we first got together. But that's all in the past, let's just forget about them (:
This silly boy, never fail to make me smile. Not just face to face when we meet, even through sms. Sometimes, I would just re-read those sms before I sleep. It does make me sleep better sometimes, especially when I have a bad day you see >< Hehe! Though this pig always like to bully me by poking or tickling me but well, he still does sweet stuff. These stuff will always make my day. This lazy boy, hates to travel around but he's willing to run around singapore just to meet me. That's something that I really appreciate, I swear. Love the way he smile, like some idiot. It's cute, really. Meeting him is one of the best things in my life for now though I don't know how he feels about it. (: I had never regret patching up for the third time.

Currently, being held hostage by a pig, so I've to post.
Basically, there's nothing much for me to say. Woke up late today, was in a mad rush.
Watch mission impossible, ghost protocol with Jericks at GV Katong.
Newly opened, hehe :D shall go there explore some other day.
I think I'm crapping down here, but whatever.
Anyway, the movie was nice, a bit funny with some action. Worth the money yeah (:
Went to have katong laska after that, starting to love the laska there, super nice :D heehee!

Another random post, nothing much to say actually. Posting for the sake of a pig (:
Ain't I nice? Heehee.
Began working at putien and at dotcomdirect. Prefer working at dotcomdirect, not that tiring.
Work at putien is rather demanding and you have to bear with negative comments from the other waitresses and customers. Don't really like some people at putien, I keep getting picked on. Like what the hell only. Going to work at dotcomdirect on weekdays if there's not work at putien.
Teehee, sit there type type type.
Can't really remembered what happened for the past don't know how many days.
Jericks came to find me after my work ended, sent junyi off at the station and went to eat at the soup restaurant, love the chicken and tea. Walked around then went home. Nothing much.
Going to work for the next two days and my mummy and brother are finally coming back this wednesday! :D woohoo! No need to eat outside anymore. So sick of the food outside :\
Going for a pool session with jeslyn this coming thursday! Hehe!
Okay, shall update when I feel like it (: tatas!

Relationship, it's a give and take thing.

Hello! Just came back from Kimberly's chalet. Lazy to kope any photos to post so yeah.

Back to the last 2 days of red camp 8! Kimberly joined us for the last 2 days and I swear it was damn fun. It's really a sad thing that it ended ): Still having post red camp syndrome and missing spending my time with the ninjas at the camp.

Shan't elaborate too much, kind of lazy. Heehee!

Got my laptop from SITEX on 26 Dec, rushed all the way back home after that to get chalet stuff and met up with Jericks. Went to meet the girls at the chalet in the evening.

Camped at Changi Airport with them in the night till morning. Gossiped, played cards and rot.

Oh ya, saw Show Lo (did I spell it correctly?) at the airport cause some of us accompanied them to the airport to send & fetch the stars all those, so yeah. It wasn't chaotic at all, which I expected it to be with the fans screaming.

Headed back to the chalet and slept in the morning. Some of the other girls came in the afternoon and we went down to beach to play. BBQ in the late afternoon and prank Kimberly. It's so funny and enjoyable. HAHA! Didn't really go anywhere else that night after some of them left. So we sleep and gossiped a bit before that. I realised that we kept gossiping :x

Now, I'm in a desperate need to start working! ): Totally broke.

Actions speak louder than words.

Okay, people, time for flashbacks! Hmmm, let's see, first things first. O level is officially over!
I know I'm a bit slow cause it is over for 2 weeks or so. But I haven't got the time to blog so yeah.
Went back to school to help out at guides' camp on 14 Nov after my last paper.
Class chalet from 15 to 17 Nov. Had a great time though I left earlier on 17 Nov due to gastric problems. Went to City Plaza with jiaen and junyi on 15 Nov before heading to the chalet to help jiaen find her dress. Had night cycling that same night, wanted to cycle to East Coast Park but due to some unseen circumstances we had a U-turn halfway through the 10km stretch of road beside the runway. It's my first time cycling for such a long distance. Totally beat after returning to the chalet.
Dyed my hair on 19 Nov with junyi. The colour isn't that obvious but the hairstylist told me that the dye will come off after sometime and the colour will show. Hopefully it really does! It looks a bit of brown now, but still ain't that obvious.
Went for some last minute prom shopping with jiaen & junyi the following day at Far East. It's an awesome place to shop. Saw a lot of familiar faces there and the mall is crowded O: I guess a lot of people are doing prom shopping too. Left earlier and went to watch Happy Feet 2 with Jericks. The penguin named Eric and other baby penguins are so damn adorable! Makes me feel like pinching them :x Haha! I don't really like watching movies at cine :\ it's like always flooded with people, still prefer The Cathay. Went for dinner & headed home.
Prom the next day. Junyi, limhui & jiaen came over to my house to do their hair and make up all those. We were quite fast actually, took only 1 hour to get everything done. Cabbed to Amara Hotel. The food that night was good, love the mango pudding :D Hehe! And yes, everybody looked great that night, though I can't really recognise certain people. Met up with Jericks after the dinner & went to starbucks at Raffles city with the girls to chit chat. Reached home at about 2 plus and was totally drained. Had red camp the following day.
TODAY! RED CAMP 8! NINJA POWER! Haha! The ninja cheer had been running in my mind since we've learnt it today. The opening ceremony was awesome (: The whole day was mostly about courses so, it's like a bit boring and tiring cause I only had lesser than 4 hours of sleep due to prom. Can't wait to get our tribe tees and learn the mass dance tomorrow. Shall sleep soon, really can't tahan anymore. Shall post again soon, maybe after Kimberly's chalet.

Ah, yes, my current addiction. Favourite song of theirs.
Going all gaga over one direction now. Why are they so cute?! *screams* Haha!
Alright, last paper tomorrow and I'll be free! Woohoo! Actually it feels like O level is already over now.
Plans all laid out. Went prom dress shopping with junyi, yaying & jiahui yesterday.
Headed to haji lane with junyi first after settling our job stuff.
The dresses there are so prettyyy! Some are expensive though, like hundred plus per piece.
Tried on many dresses and finally found a few nice & fitting ones at Our Dating Place.
The dresses there are awesome & the shop owner is friendly alright.
We kind of chit chat with her a bit. She gave us a 10% discount :D Hee!
I really wanted to get both dresses that fit but I've got a budget here ): sighs.
Yaying left us at 7 then we headed to somerset to find our shoes. However, we can't find the suitable pair :\ Need to head out someday again to get clutch and heels.
Had dinner together & gossiped a lot, like some aunties. Horrible us, haha!
Then something epic funny happened. Let me tell you why. We were search for the toilet then we went to the lift lobby there cause we saw the toilet sign. There was a glass door there and we thought it was the toilet. Junyi told jiahui to push the door but it didn't open. Then she kept asking jiahui to push push. Then she realised it was the management office. Damn embarrassing cause there were people at the lift lobby. Like joke, want find toilet then go management office.
We can't stop laughing at ourselves after that, total joke. Luckily there wasn't much people around :x
Went to camwhore a bit and headed home. Super tired.

Anyway, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JUNYI!

Tough times don't last, but tough people do.

Hellooo! O level is ending soon yeah, currently left with history elective, geography paper 2, higher chinese & paper 1 of both chemistry and physics.
I think I've screwed some papers, especially physics. I don't know what the hell am I doing but never mind. It's over, shall stop fretting.
May everything be smooth sailing for the next few papers. Keeping my fingers crossed.
Had macs breakfast with peeps after social studies paper. Sat there and chit chat for quite awhile. Kind of love it. Haha!
Heading out to study soon, can't really concentrate at home now. Horrible. Shall attempt to finish history by today. Tatas!

Treat people how you want them to treat you.

Yes, that's how things work for me. Treat me how you want me to treat you.
Firstly, 2 subjects are down, 7 more to go. Got to hang on.
Today isn't very productive. Hopefully I'll be able to finish a.maths and both sciences tomorrow.
Daddy promised to get me a new laptop if I'm able to get at least 5A1s with no C5 or C6.
Motivated now alright :D Hehe!
Only managed to finish half of physical geography today. Not very good. Must adopt isolation policy.
Must pull myself out of the bed by 9 in the morning :\ Everyday overslept. Sighs, damn fail.
Next week will be busy and horrible. A.maths + Chemistry & Geography + Physics, 2 days straight, so going to die.

I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me, it happens all the time.

Short post before I hit the books again.
Tomorrow's the day, the start of O levels. May everything be a breeze.
All the best to all people taking O levels too :D
Shall play and go crazy after these 20 days of studying and papers.
Can't wait to catch Breaking Dawn Part 1 & The Three Musketeers too! Logan Lerman! :D
Gosh, he's so cute! Haha! Okay, time to get back to mugging. Tatas!

Your smile, one of the things that drives me crazy.

Hello! I'm like here to post again before I go MIA till O level is over, probably?
Okay, flashbacks first. Last PE lesson on monday, netball with class. Awesome much :D Will definitely miss PE lessons with class, all those squats we did as a class.
Can't really remember much for the other days.
Back to today, last official school day for all sec 4s. Yes, today kind of marks the end of secondary school life, sad yet happy at the same time. Mixed feelings yeah.
Spammed photos with peeps today, love playing with photobooth. Super funny, especially with the weird effects. The photos turn out funny & unglam. But who cares!
Had pizza with 409 for recess. Camwhore again.
Rehearsed a bit for graduation day and yeah. Nothing much in fact, the whole day is all about spamming photos.
Going to miss 409 and others, time really flies. 4 years in Nan Hua is indeed enjoyable.
On the side note, 10 more days to O levels. So going to mug at full force from tomorrow onwards.
All the best to those who are taking O levels too! :D Jiayou!

“I, I want you forever, forever and always.
Through the good and the bad and the ugly.
We’ll grow old together, and always remember, whether happy or sad or whatever.
We’ll still love each other, forever and always.”
-Parachute, Forever and Always

Was recommended to hear this song. Touching song it is, sad story though.
Hadn't been using my computer for days, kind of busy with studies.
19 more days to O level you see. Ain't much time left. Got to have enough self control now.
Quit slacking, start working. Yes, I have to do so.
My notes are now everywhere after prelims, have to dig all of them out again. Sighs.
Shall continue doing a.maths ten years series after dinner. Need to plan my time well now, have yet to touch on humanities or sciences. Gg case.
Loads of activities after O level already laid out. Red camp, chalets, work, prom & blah blah blah.
Basically, I think I'm just crapping right here. Who cares.
Hadn't been sleeping very well these days, super tired. 7 more school days to go before holidays. Technically speaking, it's more of a study break for O level, the "real" one is after O level ):
That leaves us with 1 month plus to go.
Kay, I can't think of any more crap. That's all, I'm drained.

I just wish that time would freeze at that moment.

Hello! Didn't post on wednesday because I was plain lazy.
Alright. Didn't watch Don't be afraid of the dark on wednesday but Johnny English Reborn instead.
It was nice & super funny. Never mind about not being able to watch Don't be afraid of the dark.
Shall watch abduction someday :D Freaking tempted to watch it.
On the side note, I've gotten back all my results. My L1R5 is super pathetic, only improved by 2 points since prelim 1, 25 to 23. This really makes me wonder how is a single digit possible for O level. I would be contented enough if I could get a 10 in O level. Shall work hard for it.

Got my scrapbook from junyi yesterday :D one of the best birthday present I would say.
Absolutely love the photos inside.
Lessons yesterday were useless, with exception for maths & testimonials checking during CEP.
Super boring, like might as well stay at home and study.
Watched Fright Night after school, it wasn't nice at all. The climax is like almost at the end.
I guess that's all for friday.

As for today, woke up at 7 plus for no good reason. Tsk, don't like it. Can't even fall asleep in the afternoon even though I'm tired.
Finished binomial and started on logarithm today, not very productive. Shall attempt to finish more topics tomorrow.
Mummy is going KL when I'm having my O level. I want to go as well! ): sad life.

A heartbreak isn't as loud as a bomb exploding.
It can be as quiet as a feather falling.
But the most painful thing is that no one hears it except you.

Alright, got back some of the results today. Some were disappointing, like e.maths. 51/100 for paper 2, seriously?! Totally pulled my total down, luckily paper 1 was rather high I would say.
B4 for chemistry, quite okay, improved from a F9 in prelim 1. English paper 2 wasn't very pleasant. Physics paper 1 was the same.
However geography paper 1, physical geography was a disappointment. Hopefully things go well for geography paper 2 then.
Getting more papers back tomorrow, hopefully they don't get screwed up though I'm sure I'll for my combined humanities.
Shall stay back for night study tomorrow, no more wifi ): This is so going to be boring.
In no mood for mugging today cas' I'm mentally drained.

Just drew up the schedule for O level and replace the prelim 2 schedule & that's all I did today.
Boring much. 27 days more to O level, counting down every single day.
The number of days left freaks me out, like seriously.
Now, I'm trying to focus and get everything else out of my mind. I know this ain't going to be easy for me but yeah, I have the confidence. Always have the tendency to drift off.
Oh ya, I'm going to catch Don't be afraid of the dark with peeps on wed :D Can't wait, my first legal nc16 show alright! Sorry if I'm acting like a "sua gu" here.
Shall post on wed then, time for bed (: Tatas.

This time, I'm just going to say fuck you, smile and walk off.

Hey lovelies, just reached home from a wedding banquet.
Well, it was held in the afternoon at the Noble House at UIC building.
Woke up early in the morning just to get dress and all. The place was awesome and pretty even though it isn't a hotel ballroom.
The food served was great and I was full halfway through the banquet so didn't finished all the courses. Love sitting at the VIP table. Hee, you have people to serve you food that had been portioned.
Oh yes, the couple was so sweet! Envy envy, haha. My aunt really looks damn pretty in those gowns. Overall the whole banquet was awesome. The gift was chocolates, sweet & lil' bitter.
Went to walk at Marina Bay Sands with the big family of 16 people. Long time since we did so.
The shops there are like all branded :\ Go there do window shopping also can.
Today, for the first time I get to enter a casino :P Haha, not really enter la, I just went to to top of it which is connected to the casino so it's like you can see everything happening in the casino.
It was rather big and grand I would say. Rather amazed cause I had never enter a casino.
Okay, shan't be some "sua gu" anymore.

Woke up with a horrible mood today, my mood was like screwed up.
I swear, I was pissed when I saw something I thought I shouldn't see. I was like "Oh, great. Screw you." (:
But then I got my thoughts sorted out and yea, I'm happy now. Happy girl here, lalala.
Was flattered today >< hehe. Rare alright. Took my weight yesterday & I've successfully slimmed down, target is set at 45kg. C'mon you can it! But actually I think I've lost weight because of that gastric pain and I threw out all I ate :x
Oh well, who cares!
Say hi to the new me (: No more tears & rubbish. Shall be strong.
School tomorrow, hmmm going to get back papers.
October 14 is when secondary school life ends, may the rest of these weeks be memorable.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIVA KEY! :D
Yeah, the reason why I'm posting is mainly because of him. He's such a cutie isn't it?
That photo was from the SHINee's World Concert in Singapore which I didn't go for ):
I remembered the first time I started going crazy over SHINee was during the period when Ring Ding Dong came out. Key is so damn hot with his bangs can?! Hee.
Alright, enough of fangirl-ing. School was rather boring today with exception to the class performance.
RI and AJC came down to give talks. I'm truly impressed by RI's principal, the way she answer the question regarding HCI and RI is totally "win liao lo" those kind.
Class performance for sec 4s after recess. 409 was just simply awesome :D
About 1 more month left to spend with 409, may everything be smooth and enjoyable. Last year as a class in Nan Hua yeah.
Besides that, I would like to thank those people who messaged and asked if I was okay (: Thanks a lot for your concern, really appreciate them. Was feeling better so went to school for class performance. The pain from the previous day was simply unbearable, I was basically stoning in bed for the whole day. Threw out everything I ate, worst experience of gastric pain ever.

Don't say or promise anything if you're not going to do it.
Because talk is cheap.

Hellooo! Prelim 2 is finally over :D Not really good news cause there's still O levels in like a month's time or even lesser.
Physics MCQ paper isn't that easy :\ okay, I don't care as long as prelims are over.
Went to bugis with junyi today. Had lunch at food junction. The spicy and sour noodles suck to the max -.- waste my 5 bucks .__.
Went shopping at bugis street, most of the shops aren't opened when we're there so we just kept walking in rounds till all the shops open. I know it's lame, but no choice alright. Bought 2 tops & 2 bottoms. Super happy. Shall wear them out soon! :D
Got an envelope clutch too just to go with my outfit for this sunday's wedding banquet.
Bought koi and went to try out our clothes at iluma. Super nice can? Hehe. However, I spent like 50+ dollars so I'm officially broke ): Shan't shop till O levels end. Must save up, don't spend.
Okay, happy girl today. New clothes :P
Headed back to jurong point afterwards and did some window shopping.

Deadline: by the end of O levels.

"It's not going to be easy but it's going to be worth it."

Yes, that's what I've been telling myself. All these hard work, pain, sufferings will be worthwhile someday & efforts are going to pay off. This concerns studies, relationships as such.

Left with paper 1s for sciences and prelim 2 will be over. Say hello to full force mugging and O levels. Shall catch as much movies as possible before O levels :D So many nice movies waiting out there. Heehee. My face is finally recovering and the skin is peeling off O: damn painful. Well, at least it proves that the $50+ cream did work alright. Currently, I'm in the "exams are over" mood.
Can't wait for the wedding banquet on 25 sep! Have decided what to wear :D Happy max. Bugis shopping with Junyi on Wednesday. Shall go get myself a handbag and some other stuff.
By the way, I seriously don't know what's wrong with me these few days. The memories from the past with him just keeps replaying in my mind before I sleep. Like what? Though they are the good & sweet ones. Well, forget it.
Shall ATTEMPT to sleep earlier tonight, I need my beauty sleep you see :P
Will post after all papers had ended on wed (: tatas

Hurhur, it's finally the end of the week. A tiring week with a lack of sleep.
Currently, I have absolutely no confidence for any papers that are finished. Hopefully the results won't be as bad as those back in prelim 1.
Now, there's only a total of 4 papers left to go. Time check, 39 more days to O levels.
That's not a very long period of time yeah. So I guess I don't have much time to rest after prelim 2. Shall mug and study at full force.
Slept till my heart's content when I reached home after papers. Was totally drained from all the studying.
& I totally hate my current skin complexion. Freaking irritating, sometimes I would like to tear my face off like seriously. Thanks to all the stress and lack of rest, it had been hard for my skin to recover back to it's good condition. Sadgirl_95 TT
I can't wait for prelim 2 to end and take a break from studying, real tiring. I need more sleep ):
Oh yes, there's so many nice movies coming out and I want to watch all of them O:
Johnny English Reborn, Fright Night, Abduction (gosh, Taylor Launter!), Dream house.
Anyone wants to catch a movie with me? Haha! ><
Shall rest for today & continue with all the mugging for human geography paper 2 & additional mathematics this coming weekend.
I know I'm random but I'm craving for subway cookies right now, especially the raspberry cheesecake flavour. It's so damn nice & awesome can?!
Gosh, I realised I haven't got anything to wear on a coming wedding lunch on 25 sep :\ Probably need to do some dress shopping.

I hate how I'm still easily affected by you. Hate this.

Just felt like blogging all of the sudden. Not really cause I'm in a bad mood or upset all those.
Well it's like suddenly I have a million thoughts running through my mind never mind if they are positive or negative ones. I'm not emo or whatsoever. I just felt like doing some flashbacks so yeah.
Life back in primary school was really great. No drama, no backstabbers, no bitches, no assholes, no heartbreaks and etc. People don't really care about how you dress or how good looking you are back then, like really. Looking at the way I dress back then I'm really kind of speechless, like typical nerd.
The worst feeling you can get back then isn't as bad as now. One example of a horrible feeling is heartbreak, you take months or even up to a year plus to get over that special someone. For me it's really terrible I swear. It took me almost a year to get over him. Well, we only lasted 2 months and 27 days, almost 3 months and everything ended. Yes, first love is hard to forget. In fact, I could remember how we got together, all the sweet stuff & etc. Sometimes, looking back at such things isn't so bad. Not that I still have feelings for the person but it's like the happy memories just make me smile whenever I'm upset you see. Oh yes, actually, I probably never had the chance to say this and I don't think you will see it anyway. I'm thankful for the wonderful memories & in fact I seemed to have attended a lesson as well. Well, last long with your girlfriend :D
I can't imagine how childish I was in the past, back in primary school. But it was fun back then. I'm not saying that it isn't fun right now, don't get me wrong. Me and my friends used to feed a stray cat back then after school like whenever we are free. Once, we even chased the cat up to the 9th floor just to play with it. I think I'm mad to have done such thing.
Sometimes, I really do miss those times. Well, at least I still have memories of then (:

By the way, an eye candy to share with you guys :D
Chunji from Teen Top. Seriously his winks are like *faint* Haha. He just winks so much in No more perfume on you and the winks are so mesmerizing alright. A new bias of mine :P hee.

From now on, I shall just keep my mouth shut or you can say close one eye & pretend that everything is fine.

I'm tired of getting 'lol's. End of story.

No, this time I won't crumble.
Lots of shit is going to happen but they're just gonna make you stronger.

Just thought of blogging before I head for bed, so yeah.
Had been a good girl and stayed at home to study for the past few days. Currently, I'm done with history & chemistry. Hopefully everything is in my mind already.
Shall continue with additional mathematics ten years series tomorrow or you can say in the morning.
Well, I think I've got quite a lot of self-control these days. Hadn't been using the computer till like it's 10pm or 11pm.
Had been watching movies these days after studying. Movies that are screened like a few years back then. Raise your voice, The first time, The winning season, The Lizzie McGuire Movie, Popstar. All of them are nice movies or maybe not so bad kind.
Oh yes, you're getting on my nerves. Quit messaging in the middle of the night asking me to chat with you before you sleep. Like hello?! Do I look like I'm your entertainer or something? I'm enjoying my movie & suddenly your message pops up and destroys my mood. For goodness sake, I need a break. No names mentioned, you know who are you.
I have enough shit okay? I'm tired. My cough just wouldn't recover & it's affecting my sleep alright. Hopefully I don't fall sick during prelim 2.

Alright, target for morning:
-Finish additional maths ten years series (if possible)
-Get started with physics
Shall get a caramel frappe from mccafe in the afternoon. Shan't be lazy (:

Self reminder:
This must stop affecting me so easily.
C'mon girl, you should be moving on & quit looking back. Got to stay super positive yeah.
Quit reading past messages & recalling the past memories then make yourself miserable.

Okay that's all, good night lovelies :D

I smurf you :D hee.

Went to orchard with junyi, sooche, clarice, jiahui & limhui to catch The Smurfs movie.
It was nice. Most people watching the movie are like kids who are super young :x
It made me felt kind of old for the movie O: nevertheless, the movie was nice.
Before watching the movie we're like trying to stuff our wanton noodles down our throat within 10 minutes cause we didn't have enough time & the cook is like damn slow can?
Missed the front part of the movie but still okay. At least we didn't miss the interesting part.
Headed for k-pool but then they've got age limit of 16 there so, headed for arcade at SCAPE instead.
$5/hour at zone-x so yeah & there's pool also! :D but also need to be 16 so only me, sooche & limhui played and the rest went for the machines.
I seriously think I'm addicted to pool. I had a craving to play till late today but we only bought the 1 hour ticket & since I stayed out late the previous day so only played for an hour ):
Today, my legs muscles are seriously aching like mad from all the running at the gathering yesterday. Didn't even feel like going out today cause was really drained from 8 hours of gathering with 6b'07 peeps.

Hello people, I'm in super duper good mood today. Hee, so I will just start with yesterday.
English paper in the morning, I think I screwed my paper 1 so forget it, I'm like screwing all my papers.
Went back home to bathe and rushed out. Got my birthday present and went to meet peeps at clementi. Bought koi and went to school for mid-autumn festival celebration.
This year wasn't as fun as the past few years & I don't know why.
Had yami yoghurt with Jiaen after that and went home with my aching legs.
As for today, I think I will be crapping a lot. Currently, I'm super high.
Went to school for ACES day and teachers' day celebration. Hate the mass walk to the max.
Play cling cling for class bonding & took photos. Went off to meet 6b'07 peeps at jurong point.
Wasn't expecting a lot of people to turn up but I think we've got half of the class there.
I swear it was kind of awkward in the beginning. All of the guys changed a lot.
Wanted to watch movie but went to kopitiam instead. However, we went back to primary school instead of eating.
We just keep changing our destination. Visited the teachers back in the school and Malcolm played the violin for us. He's so damn freaking talented and cute can?! And FYI he's only 9 years old.
We gone kind of mad and started to play cling cling in the parade square. Super fun though I've been running like mad to chase after people.
Played ice & water after that but soon got chased out of school by some random teacher.
Headed for jurong central park's macs & had our late lunch. Gossiped & talked about random stuff. I am like mad hungry when we reached there. I've missed a total of 4 meals since the previous day's lunch.
Afterwards, we headed for safra to play pool. Wanted to end at 7.30 but we dragged to 8.30 then lastly 9.30+
Learned how to play pool from the guys today & we soon got addicted so that explains the dragging.
The last part was damn funny. The final black ball keep don't want to go in, we spent like 15 minutes to get it in. We're like the nosiest group of people in the room. 4 hours straight, from 5.30pm to 9.30pm we've been making a din. The people must be very irritated by us :x
Rushed home after that cause it was getting late when we ended the game at 9.40pm
Movie with clique tomorrow, hopefully my parents will allow me to go out tomorrow.

Shall post about today and tomorrow tomorrow since there's still tons of activities waiting :D
Gonna meet up with 6b'07 peeps, kind of excited yeah.
Oh yes, I had a sudden thought of posting some things I felt that should be made known. First things first, haters, if you're going to like make bad comments or something, you can just press alt-f4 and fuck off (: I certainly don't welcome you haters here. Okay, so here it goes.

I shall try to list down whatever I can think of so...

1. I dislike people who text me first & when I reply them they either MIA or don't bother to keep the conversation going. It's like you messaged me first & now what?

2. I like talking/messaging/hanging out with interesting people or people who can keep conversations going no matter what.

3. I'm not very fond of texting people when I'm at home or studying, to be true, I get irritated easily by that, especially people who I don't enjoy talking to.

4. I get irritated by people who give me short replies that is hard to keep the conversation going/reply. For example, "K". This alphabet totally turns me off and irritates me.

5. I don't text people first, or you could say that I hardly text people first. So, it's either others text me first or we don't talk.

6. This one is important. I HATE people who treat me like toy or entertainer. You don't text me for a few days and go MIA for the rest. You don't text me when you've no one to talk to. I'm not a backup.

7. I am not a fan of last minute changes, to be honest, I hate last minute changes. Especially when everything is planned and prepared.

8. I'm kind of cleanliness freak, I like things to be organised & clean.

9. I don't really appreciate waiting for people especially when I'm on time and I wait for you for like more than 10 minutes. Once in awhile is fine, but if it is always, I do get irritated.

10. Yes, I can be very mean, vulgar and out of my usual personality at times. Hence, you don't freaking irritate me. To be true, I'm not how I look from the outside.

11. If I don't give you proper replies where I mean my usual way of talking to you, 90% I'm irritated by the way you reply/I'm tired or lazy to reply/I'm not in a good mood.

12. I don't fancy people to text me when I'm almost falling asleep. That's the reason why I put my phone to silent without vibration at night.

13. I like shopping. Window shopping counts too, which is when I don't have the money :x

14. I dislike people who breaks promises, especially when it's very frequently. I lose trust very easily & takes a very long time to trust.

15. I'm those "do what you want me to do on you" person. Sometimes, I take revenge if I've reached my limits or exceed them.

That's all, this post isn't directed to anyone or whatever. I just have the sudden thought of it yesterday so I've decided to post it while waiting for my hair to dry.
Now, my legs are bloody aching & my headache has come to haunt me again TT Feeling feverish right now. Oh gosh.
Shall post again tomorrow (:

Today, I'm in a good mood for posting so here I am, hehe!
Firstly, I'm finally 16 years old! Like finally you see. Thank you all for your wonderful birthday wishes thru sms, twitter, facebook or face to face! I really appreciate them.
Got gifts from some people :D
Thank you Jiahui, Clarice & Joey for the Starbucks card.
Thank you T.Jiaen, Sooche, Limhui, Yaying, Kimberly, Michelle & Yinghui for the Golden Village gift card.
Junyi & Candy mummy still owe me presents xD teehee. Gonna get my scrapbook present from Junyi only during our outing O:
My 16th birthday wasn't really good though, cas' I spent my day studying social studies with exception for the afternoon of course.
Had ice dessert at icebar, love their ice dessert and ice blended coffee.

Okay, now for today's happenings. I screwed both my social studies & e.maths 2.
Never mind then, now what's important are the papers after the holidays. Really have to work extra hard and concentrate.
Had lunch at Benten Cafe with Limhui, Junyi, Sooche & Jiahui. It's fun to hang out with them.
Gossiped, joke around and stoned at the seats of the cafe.
A lot of funny and epic things happened, shall not elaborate much on them. Decided to watch Smurfs on 2nd Sept as well.
But they die die don't want go GV watch cause I've got the gift card. All bully me ): Haha.
Oh, I love the sofa seats at Benten Cafe, good place to stone with friends :D

Actually, I still love to spend time with you though I don't know how do you think/feel.
Thank you for making the trouble to come down on Thursday.
Somethings, I just can't say it . They will just remain unspoken then.

Shall not post till I feel like doing so. End of story.

So much to say, but nothing comes out.

Yes, I'm kind of lazy to blog now, there's just too many things to do within a short time.
Had my hair cut today, new hairstyle yeah.
For those who are curious, I'm sorry, I won't be posting any photos.
Didn't study for the whole of today, no mood. Stupid body woke up at 7 plus for no good reason.
Met jiahui and went to cut hair. New hairstyles for both of us (:
Gossiped at icebar while waiting for junyi. It's was enjoyable yeah.
Celebrated my birthday in advance at sakae sushi with family.
Wanted to have tzechar one but then I can't eat chilli crab, so yeah ): However, we still had nice food.
The cheese & mayonnaise grilled chicken was awesome :D had 3 plates with cousins.
Fun aside, have to start on social studies tomorrow. Lacking of time.
English O level oral in 4 days. Prelim 2 in 6 days. Oh bloody hell.

I'm currently in a good mood so I've decided to post while I wait for my hair to dry.
Actually, my thoughts are more or less sorted out.
Now the way you talk to me is like with tons of -.-, so you talk to your new girl-friends like that too? Like seriously, what did I do wrong to deserve that kind of attitude? You tell me.
I'm probably worthless to you, so I don't see the need why am I even holding on.
I'm done trying & realised you no longer need/want me in your life.
I guess I'm just plain dumb or whatsoever.

Today's night study had been kind of productive as usual. Finished another topic in ten years series.
Funny things happened today, total joke. I really laughed till my stomach pain.
Looking forward to thursday, study at holland ville starbucks :D
Gonna stay back tomorrow as well, cause got oral practice.
Today's chinese lesson is totally boring :\ 2 hours some more, enough to decay.
Headaches had been haunting me for the past few days, and this isn't good.
I certainly won't mind if it's at home, but in school. Total shit.
& I seriously need more fbts, a bit sian of black and grey. Shall buy one blue and pink :D
&& I need to go on a diet, but it's not easy ): oh, bloody hell.
The RP magazine I received in my mailbox smells of paint :\ Actually, only enjoy the fashion tips part. Lol.
Okay, that's all, my brain is dead, can't think of any other things that I wanna say. Tatas.

It feels sad to know that you're no longer special to someone
& someone else is replacing you.

I guess now I'm feeling this way. Jealousy just kills me each time I see that girl's post on your wall.
However, I have no rights to, so I guess I'm just like...I don't know how to say. You will probably think that I shouldn't even visit your page. Lastly, people can't be forgotten, that's one thing you should remember.
Shall stay back for night study for the whole of next week with exception to Thursday which will be at Starbucks with peeps.
In fact the part I love about night study is the walk back to Clementi Central.
Lots of entertaining stuff, especially last friday about the hip-hop translation to chinese.
Oh yes, the dinner was awesome too, lucky me had tiramisu flavored ice cream instead of vanilla or chocolate as dessert :D
Sadly, that night wasn't as productive, like c'mon it's a friday night. We should be like having fun instead. I probably should change that mentality, since it's like 60+ days left to O levels.
Time is seriously running out & isn't enough for everything.
However, I'm happy that it's only 11 more days :D Hee.
One day reserved for Junyi since she asked for one day for her. Any more reservations? Haha!
Okay, target for today, finish chinese homework & one topic of differentiation.

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile.
So good to me, so right...

Kind of appropriate.
Suddenly back for like a blogging spree or what not.
I just have nothing better to do cas' I have to wait till my sister falls asleep then switch on the lights and continue with work.
Physics SPA tomorrow, may it be easy and goes well, definitely keeping my fingers cross.
I think I'm crazy, I love my Facebook profile picture very much :x
Haters go ahead and comment or whatsoever, idgaf (:
Today, for the first time I did something productive while waiting for night study.
Hee, I finished my vectors worksheet and Catholic High Chemistry paper at night.
Oh yes, today's dinner was awesome though a lil' only.
Time check, 15 days to Prelim 2 & 13 days to English O level oral exams.
Shall complete as much maths question before 12.30 am.

Nice picture isn't it? Looks like Eiffel Tower. Hee.
Today's trip was like Clarke Quay>Vivo>Clementi>Home.
The weather is far too warm so we decided to go Vivo and slack instead.
Spam photos like crazy, played with the camera app on my phone till it was forced to close.
Pro right?
I love this photo.
There are nicer ones on Facebook though, I'm just lazy to upload all onto blogger.
And yes, mugging starts tomorrow. Enough of playing and craziness today.
16 days to Prelim 2, 14 to O level English Oral. Time isn't enough you see.
My sister is being such a bitch, irritating max. I would love to lock her outside the room.

Happy National Day in advance! (:
Woke up like super early today, 5.30am & barely had enough sleep.
Dragged myself to school, got to reach school by 6.55am to get service award.
And it's kind of like waste of time, reached on time and JT was late again.
Stomach hasn't been feeling well for days, don't know what's wrong with it also.
Watched basketball inter class and went up to hall for celebration. This year's national day celebration just doesn't feel like how it was in the past 3 years.
Stayed back for a little while to watch table tennis inter class but I soon got very bored of it and was kind of uninterested.
Headed to Jurong Point with Junyi for lunch, had ours' at benten cafe. The food there is nice, really.
But I certainly don't like the seats at the Jurong Point branch, it's like in the middle of nowhere.
It irritates me when people keep walking past, like no privacy.
Went to popular to choose my scrapbook as birthday present, I really wonder how it will turn out in her hands :x Hee, shall wait till the day then.
Wanted to had icebar but yeah, spent like $10+ on lunch and was super full.
Went to the community centre and rot instead, let's not say rot but more of a heart to heart talk.
Kind of poured everything out to her, she's an awesome listener and adviser I would say.
Nearly cried at some parts but yeah.
Came home and slept my rest of my afternoon away.
Oh yes, I thought of having a new fringe. Shall go cut my fringe someday.
I had been a good girl and pinning up my fringe for a week or so.
Well, I guess that's all for today, shall post on Wednesday if there's time and pictures.

C'mon Swee Ting get hold of yourself, everything will be okay.
Things really hasn't been really good, still easily affect by that matter.
However, I do feel better thanks to everyone around me. Love you guys, really.
20 days to prelim 2, this matter must get the fuck out of my mind.
19 days to my day & 18 days to O level English oral.
Seriously, I've gotta stop thinking about the past and move on. This isn't doing me any good.
Okay, happy stuff now. Date with Junyi on 10 august, shall pamper myself on that day.
No more perfume on you - Teen Top & Be mine - Infinite had been making me feel better.
I can't imagine what would happen to me without music.
Koi later on, hee :D
Oh yeah, and I'm so damn looking forward towards Red Camp. Just realised quite a number of people from 409 is going.
Must start studying later on, continue slacking and I'll die horribly for prelim 2.

Don't text me when you've no one to chat with. I HATE being a second choice.

Honestly, I don't feel like replying to you last night but I don't know why I just did.
Oh well, your question is like totally nonsensical. What do you think I will reply?
I can't possibly say I feel horrible, I'm not okay. Zzz.
Really, it's too late for apologies and to care about how am I doing/feeling.
Like what you said, if sorry works, I might as well just go stab anyone and say sorry.
What's done can't be undone.
I guess people were right about going back to the same person when you already knew the ending.
Even if we didn't end because of that message, we'll still be over sooner or later over the same reason you gave when we ended for the first time.

Haven't been posting for 2 weeks, kind of lazy to and things had always been the same. So yeah.
Results for prelim 1 was horrible, L1R5 = 25
The only thing I was happy about was my physics, didn't fail for the first time.
PTC on friday, nothing much. My parents did not come down cause my father called instead.
Slacked all the way till 5 pm, the talk was super boring.
The only interesting part is regarding the results.
Half the cohort failed additional maths, fascinating isn't it?
Now I'm still slacking despite of tomorrow's additional maths time trial after school.
Really hate time trials, argh.
Mother flying off to China tomorrow ): sighs.

Yes, I may come off strong. But to be true, I ain't as strong as you think.

Prelims just ended like a few days ago.
School on friday was a total turn off, photo taking is the probably the reason why I went to school.
Got back chinese paper 1, still quite okay.
Elementary mathematics was horrible. Physics MCQ was rather okay-ish.
I seriously don't think I will pass physics, and additional maths is a guarantee that I won't pass.
4 passes in one class, it's a fail for sure.
Now, I wonder how is a single digit for O levels possible for me. Argh!
Have to put in lots of time and effort for prelim 2, no more last minute studying again.

Went out with Junyi after last paper on thurday.
Headed for bugis, thought that we wouldn't buy anything.
But I spent like almost 20 bucks on wallet, pencil case, lunch & koi.
I want to get a handbag O:

Sometimes, I still regret. It's like an on & off thing for me, I just don't feel it at times.

I think I fail as one. Sorry.

Hi ya, have been busy studying for prelim 1.
Firstly, 22 June, West Division Day at Camp Christine.
The talk by the woman was like rubbish, she kept emphasizing that winning isn't the main point.
Like seriously, you think I come here for fun when I can be at home studying?
Well, our efforts did paid off, juniors got 1st and 2nd for tent pitching & wide games respectively.
Our gadgets got 2nd despite of all the mistakes pointed out during judging :D
Went off earlier cause didn't want to rot there, Mrs Tan drove us out so, we saved the trouble to walk out.
Went to Lot 1 to buy drink and talk rubbish.
I swear we're so damn happy when we received the news about getting 2nd for gadgets, it wasn't within our expectations.

Following, first day of school. What a bad thing to start of term 3 with prelim 1.
Sigh, lost 12 marks for mathematics paper 2, believe it not, I don't know how to do probability.
Social studies paper wasn't that easy either. Source based was like a big question mark.
Currently studying history, hopefully things go well for history tomorrow.
If it's a killer paper then my combined humanities will be a gg case.
Can sleep till 8 plus tomorrow :D paper only starts at 11.30am, hee.
Only have to go to school for 1 hour and 30 mins and I shall come home and mug for physical geography and do additional maths.
I think my additional maths is hopeless one la. So I shall just try my best and work harder for prelim 2 and O level.

Now, I shall continue on my war in asia-pacific and prepare to sleep. :D tatas

Boy, you've got me thinking bout' you again.

Firstly, Happy Fathers' Day to all daddies out there :D
To daddy,
Sorry for disappointing you at times, making you upset & arguing with you.
But, I love you yeah <: Happy Fathers' Day!
Next, countdown to prelim 1, 8 more days. However, I've got both additional and elementary maths, physics, geography & history to study.
Gosh, and insomnia is driving me crazy, slept at 4am or even later yesterday.
Can't seem to fall asleep, my brain won't let me.
Hopefully this doesn't continue or I'll be dead. I am sure that I'll be down for ptc.
There's no way for my score to be lesser than 20.
Shall try to finish at least half of additional maths tomorrow.
Currently, I'm trying to brainwash myself.
2 days unable to study, 20 and 22 June. Sighs.

I wonder if you'll read this, hopefully not.

Went back to school today for gadgets making training, adrain was there to help so things get pretty easy for us.
Luckily he was there, we're like 3 idiots trying to figure what is the book talking about.
Stupid book, useless shit. Explain until so confusing when the actual thing is so damn easy.
Did a time trial, not bad, 22 mins to complete one clothes line, still kind of slow.
I think my juniors are awesome :D the tent was up within a short time.
Last training on 20 june before competition on 22 june. 45 minutes to complete 3 gadgets.
Macs with wanying and yujia after that, damn joke.
I was being very childish today :\ I said a lot of nonsense today.

Yes, I only finished studying for chemistry. Sighs.
Hopefully I can finish all subjects before prelim 1.
Oh, I was looking through my primary school photos, chanced upon a video on my p6 group.
I realised I've changed a lot.
A lot of things had changed too, I wish I could turn back time and start all over again.

Sometimes, I still kinda of miss you.

Currently enjoying my life like there's no prelim. Gg case <:
Watched Nancy Drew, It's kind of a funny story, Beastly, Justin Bieber-Never say never.
Awesome movies, I would say.
Alex pettyfer is so damn freaking hot & I'm getting this bit of bieber fever after watching the movie.
Of course, I did my chemistry revision. Hopefully I've remembered everything.
Work at long beach on friday, had new friends there which made the job there fun.
But it's kind of tiring still, so not going to work on weekends and fridays anymore. Too many customers.
Now, I'm left with physics worksheet and some chapters to read through just to make sure.
2 more days of extended lessons and it will be mugging time yeah.

Well, I guess i've tons of things to settle right now.
Firstly, the most important one, complete my revision & holiday homework.
This is horrible, I've yet touch them.
Secondly, I need to go on a diet :\ had been eating without exercising.
Gosh, holidays really make me fat.
Thirdly, I need go go work for at least 1 day or I won't have money to spend during this holidays.
Cash after work :D woohoo.
Lastly, I need to do a clean up for my room, total mess. Worksheets, books and files everywhere.
Rawr, basically cause everything in my locker was brought home.
Currently, I don't even feel the tension for prelims, gg case <:
Screwed both language papers, awesome much?
Sports carnival was quite fun, Japanese sword learning.
It was that bad after all, had fun. Pizza hut with 409 peeps after that.
Brought yaying to dancefactory to register, 4 more freaking slots :D woohoo
English oral tomorrow, sighs, hopefully it would be an easy one.
Extended lessons till 7 June ): sad life.
Competition at HQ on 22 June. This holiday's gonna be a busy one.

Sometimes, I wonder what's on your mind.

Yes, it was ORD yesterday.
Last official guides meeting for sec 4s.
Assembled a 3.15 and started the meeting off with promotion parade.
So, we got promoted and retired on the same day.
Had a game with the sec 3s become party, ran like mad around the whole school.
Tiring but it was fun, had to do forfeits to get our cards.
The party was awesome, mousse cake and delicious food. Last but not least, wonderful performance, touching cards, video and presents from juniors.
Tears could help but flow, really thankful and touched by them.
They're so cute, especially during the performances.
The meeting ended officially with taps and final kelua baris.
Had a water war game with the sec 3s. AWESOME MAX KAY.
We ran around the school hiding like soilders and went to the extend of crawling just to hide.
Haha, but till got caught in the end, if not for the school closing, we would play for a longer time.
Left at about 7+, and leeyujia poured one whole bottle of water on me on the way to the bus stop ):
I swear, this is one the the most wonderful times in my life so far and the most memorable guides meeting ever.
Juniors, I love you guys & GUIDES FTW.
Well, I will still return on 22 June for the guides event :D
Of course all the sec 4s will be back for the camp.
Thanks for everything.

Went to sentosa with peeps on sunday.
Had lunch at vivo, walked to sentosa, sang a birthday song to limhui and ate cake.
Didn't really play much volleyball, more of chatting and slacking.
In the end we headed back to vivo and slacked in the air-conditioned mall :x
Can't stand the heat, too hot le.
Icebar with junyi and jiaen in the late afternoon.
Mango flavour is awesome :D I want more, but quite ex, $5.50.
Its like holiday today but sadly its not ):
Sigh, i am freaking tempted to attend dance lessons but yeah.

Hi peeps,
Shall update tomorrow, I mean later in the night since its already past 12 am.
Heading for sentosa with peeps tomorrow :D
Pray that the weather would be good.

Hey eyecandy, I think I'm attracted to your looks.

I'm determined now <:
Shall start studying this week. I'm currently grounded.
FML :\
But actually it doesn't really matter, cas' since prelims are just around the corner, i would probably be rotting at home, studying.
My parents are going to confiscate my atm card, no more extra money to spend :\ sighs.
Well, on the bright side, at least I won't anyhow spend my money.
School was boring for the past 4 days, nothing interesting.
Rushed down to clementi mall's seoul garden after school & it was full house -.-
Was put on the waiting list, need to wait for at least 1 hour, like freaking long.
Called the bugis branch and they said it would take about 20 minutes or so.
So...we headed for the one at bugis. Ate like 3 plates of chicken and other stuff, 2 person only.
The guys beside us was like giving us the unbelievable look :x
We are starving okay?! Didn't eat anything for recess and only had food at 3pm.
But we kinda ate a bit too much then like now I'm still full. Damn it.
Really like want to puke.

I can't believe that cute guy used to be mine.

A date with them

Hey lovelies,
Went out to orchard with the 3 of them.
Camwhored, gossiped & had lots of fun.
Saw Ms Wong at new look, hehe, took a photo with her.
& this pair of black heels at new look is so damn freaking chio can.
But its the last pair and size 40 ): too big le.
No money to shop or buy anything. Kinda sad yeah. New look having sales leh.
Currently obsessed with body language, i know its an old song le, i'm just lag <:
I have this sudden urge to learn dance, but no time.
Wanted to study this weekend, but then i didn't. Wts, slack non-stop.
Seoul garden on friday :D woohoo, long weekend next week, shiok max.
But then need to start studying le, MUST STOP PROCRASTINATING!

Why is he so hot? Hehe, going gaga over Key, my bias.

Hey lovelies,
Speech day parade was awesome okay :D I thought that we did well, a lot better than usual times.
I guess all those hardcore trainings paid off. They were all worth the time.
I was super happy when it came to an end, everything went well and no more trainings.
Lessons ended at 10.45 today, went to buy koi with junyi and limhui.
Had pizza with class, played captain's ball and basketball.
Damn sweaty and sticky, then went for parade.
It was freaking going to rain like that la, but luckily it didn't or all our efforts will be a waste.
The ceremony was boring, exception for the performance which is like lesser than 30 minutes.
But I could not see much cause was sitting at the back .__. sighs.
Now, I'm freaking tired and shag. Need to start studying tomorrow :|
Orchard with peeps on sunday :D can't wait, hehe.

Haha, yes. Totally true.
Super happy today, cause the rehearsal wasn't a long one.
It was just one or two rounds of marching, i can't remember. I think i am having stm :\
Final thursday morning training this week and i can enjoy my mac breakfast for the rest of the thursdays :D happy max.
No more standing under the hot sun, waking up on thursday mornings dreading footdrills session.
Got the schedule for prelim 1 today. Like kinda early, still got 2 more months to go.
Actually, also not very early la. There's like loads of things to revise. Gg case.
Kinder joy from ms lim to 4o9 today :D Hehe.
I had started to plan what to do after O levels even prelims are not yet here -.- wts.
I must stop day-dreaming about all these stuffs, like seriously.
Gave thoughts to a lot of things these days, so yeah. Like finally "woke up".
& I absolutely love heart2heart talks now, i could like talk about anything i feel like talking about and its awesome <:

"Of course you’re gonna get your heart broken. And it isn’t just going to happen once, but many times. That’s part of growing up, and it’d make you stronger so you can handle it better the next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through. Then, one day, someone will come along, and it’ll all pay off, and no one will ever break your heart again."

Found this paragraph on tumblr and gave a lil' thought over it.
Yeah, it's true. I won't die so easily from all these anyway.
It is seriously not like I can't live without you.
This time, I'm just gonna let everything go and never look back.
Cas' I've got better things to do and worry about.
If you're not going to give a damn, so am I. Why should I bother?
Gonna go out again soon, anticipating much. Hehe.
I wanna camwhore, chat & gossip, well, that's what makes me happy.
Shopping will have to wait. That's a sad thing.
Have to finish all the homework for this weekend. Shag die.
I've finally decided to work hard and hopefully get into Internation Business course in NP.
This ain't going to be easy. Haha. Pray hard that I can make it.
My mother seems to be getting more paranoid about me going out and who am I going out with.
Haha, I guess, she's a bit too over worried.
Just woke up from another long nap. Super tired and shag, and I've no idea why.

Treat your girl right, or someone else will.

I guess I'm feeling better.
In the process of recovering :D
Cycling at ECP on friday, woohoo. Finally going cycling again.
Hehe. 2 humanities class test tomorrow. Hopefully I'll pass them all.
Parade training tomorrow, sighs. How I wish this speech day thing will end soon.
Dread it la. I shall continue to read my social studies and head for my precious bed :D

Please, let me continue with it.
I think I'm doing a great job with it with all the smiling and laughing.
I don't wish to breakdown in school, really.
Trust me, it may take me a very long time to heal but I have no choice.
Now, I'm just afraid that I would have a fear for relationships and become super paranoid.
The empty feeling in me really doesn't feel good. I feel like a walking corpse.
Can you tell me what to do?
I don't know to be happy, sad or angry.
I can't stop crying, really. I guess I've suppressed myself too much in school.

Yes, I'm back to my usual single life. (:
Sad case?
I guess I saw it coming, just unprepared la. Ah, nevermind.
Thanks peeps, especially timothy kor and zhihao for listening me rant and trying to cheer me up.
Really thankful for that, if not I would be emo-ing alone. Haha.

Nothing really gets into my mind today. Horrible day.
Don't wish to elaborate more, eat breakfast also will eat until cry.
I don't get what the fuck is wrong with me.

Things haven't been going really well for the past few days, especially today.
I have not idea what had gotten into me.
Words seemed to come out by themselves, I didn't really gave much thoughts on my words.
Sorry, I know those words really bothered you. I am really sorry, I will make it up for you.
Parade training was still okay-ish today. But I really feel like dropping out of the contingent.
I find it really tiring, and I have no idea why.
Haven't been feeling well these days, kept coughing, sneezing and all sorts.
Sorry to all those people whom I had scolded or rant at, and thanks for not getting mad at me.
I know I have gone a bit overboard these days.
There are just too many things coming at once.
Sometimes, I wished that you would understand, seriously.
We may be friends but there is still a limit to my patience towards you.
You wouldn't wish to see me flare at you.
I guess that's all I wanted to say & I don't even know what the fuck am I talking about.

Hey lovelies,
Really enjoyed today, went to meet jericks at outram park then headed for vivo.
Bought tickets for rio instead of sanctrum ):
Bloody hell, 4 more months nia don't let me in.
Had lunch then went for movie.
Nothing much in fact.
Well, I'm just lazy to blog bout today.

The past few days had been busy.
Had usual morning footdrill training on thursday followed by NAPFA in the afternoon.
Total screwed up la, one board jump and there goes my silver.
Now have to retest, best liao, suck much. Had koi with 409 peeps after that.
As for today, RICH fest was a slacking & chatting session for me.
& I certainly hope I'll pass my chemistry test.
CCA after school today, intensive footdrill training. Tired shit.

Why the fuck do bitches exist?

Hi lovelies,
Yes, I am mad for texting the whole night and didn't sleep.
But surprisingly, I ain't tired the today. Hehe :D
5 rounds around the school for PE nearly killed me today, 3 rounds later I cmi liao.
Not enough sleep, aish.
My differentiation test was horribly done, just passed nia. Awesome?
Chinese test is dumb la, didn't even study for it, confirm fail one.
& I'm exceptionally high, mentally. I think I have a short circuit today.
Seating arrangement gonna change tomorrow, kinda curious who will be my new partner.
& today's assembly is kinda funny, especially the arabian dance part. (Y)
Tonight I shall finish both sciences' homework and sleep earlier :D

I've decided to start blogging again since I've got nothing better to do.
E-learning day is sucha failure. The portal can't stop crashing.
Total shit please, I could have slept longer.
Just finished watching yongseo couple last episode. Super sad la, made me cry :/