Why is he so hot? Hehe, going gaga over Key, my bias.

Hey lovelies,
Speech day parade was awesome okay :D I thought that we did well, a lot better than usual times.
I guess all those hardcore trainings paid off. They were all worth the time.
I was super happy when it came to an end, everything went well and no more trainings.
Lessons ended at 10.45 today, went to buy koi with junyi and limhui.
Had pizza with class, played captain's ball and basketball.
Damn sweaty and sticky, then went for parade.
It was freaking going to rain like that la, but luckily it didn't or all our efforts will be a waste.
The ceremony was boring, exception for the performance which is like lesser than 30 minutes.
But I could not see much cause was sitting at the back .__. sighs.
Now, I'm freaking tired and shag. Need to start studying tomorrow :|
Orchard with peeps on sunday :D can't wait, hehe.

Haha, yes. Totally true.
Super happy today, cause the rehearsal wasn't a long one.
It was just one or two rounds of marching, i can't remember. I think i am having stm :\
Final thursday morning training this week and i can enjoy my mac breakfast for the rest of the thursdays :D happy max.
No more standing under the hot sun, waking up on thursday mornings dreading footdrills session.
Got the schedule for prelim 1 today. Like kinda early, still got 2 more months to go.
Actually, also not very early la. There's like loads of things to revise. Gg case.
Kinder joy from ms lim to 4o9 today :D Hehe.
I had started to plan what to do after O levels even prelims are not yet here -.- wts.
I must stop day-dreaming about all these stuffs, like seriously.
Gave thoughts to a lot of things these days, so yeah. Like finally "woke up".
& I absolutely love heart2heart talks now, i could like talk about anything i feel like talking about and its awesome <:

"Of course you’re gonna get your heart broken. And it isn’t just going to happen once, but many times. That’s part of growing up, and it’d make you stronger so you can handle it better the next time. You may not get through it yourself, but your friends will help you through. Then, one day, someone will come along, and it’ll all pay off, and no one will ever break your heart again."

Found this paragraph on tumblr and gave a lil' thought over it.
Yeah, it's true. I won't die so easily from all these anyway.
It is seriously not like I can't live without you.
This time, I'm just gonna let everything go and never look back.
Cas' I've got better things to do and worry about.
If you're not going to give a damn, so am I. Why should I bother?
Gonna go out again soon, anticipating much. Hehe.
I wanna camwhore, chat & gossip, well, that's what makes me happy.
Shopping will have to wait. That's a sad thing.
Have to finish all the homework for this weekend. Shag die.
I've finally decided to work hard and hopefully get into Internation Business course in NP.
This ain't going to be easy. Haha. Pray hard that I can make it.
My mother seems to be getting more paranoid about me going out and who am I going out with.
Haha, I guess, she's a bit too over worried.
Just woke up from another long nap. Super tired and shag, and I've no idea why.

Treat your girl right, or someone else will.

I guess I'm feeling better.
In the process of recovering :D
Cycling at ECP on friday, woohoo. Finally going cycling again.
Hehe. 2 humanities class test tomorrow. Hopefully I'll pass them all.
Parade training tomorrow, sighs. How I wish this speech day thing will end soon.
Dread it la. I shall continue to read my social studies and head for my precious bed :D

Please, let me continue with it.
I think I'm doing a great job with it with all the smiling and laughing.
I don't wish to breakdown in school, really.
Trust me, it may take me a very long time to heal but I have no choice.
Now, I'm just afraid that I would have a fear for relationships and become super paranoid.
The empty feeling in me really doesn't feel good. I feel like a walking corpse.
Can you tell me what to do?
I don't know to be happy, sad or angry.
I can't stop crying, really. I guess I've suppressed myself too much in school.

Yes, I'm back to my usual single life. (:
Sad case?
I guess I saw it coming, just unprepared la. Ah, nevermind.
Thanks peeps, especially timothy kor and zhihao for listening me rant and trying to cheer me up.
Really thankful for that, if not I would be emo-ing alone. Haha.

Nothing really gets into my mind today. Horrible day.
Don't wish to elaborate more, eat breakfast also will eat until cry.
I don't get what the fuck is wrong with me.

Things haven't been going really well for the past few days, especially today.
I have not idea what had gotten into me.
Words seemed to come out by themselves, I didn't really gave much thoughts on my words.
Sorry, I know those words really bothered you. I am really sorry, I will make it up for you.
Parade training was still okay-ish today. But I really feel like dropping out of the contingent.
I find it really tiring, and I have no idea why.
Haven't been feeling well these days, kept coughing, sneezing and all sorts.
Sorry to all those people whom I had scolded or rant at, and thanks for not getting mad at me.
I know I have gone a bit overboard these days.
There are just too many things coming at once.
Sometimes, I wished that you would understand, seriously.
We may be friends but there is still a limit to my patience towards you.
You wouldn't wish to see me flare at you.
I guess that's all I wanted to say & I don't even know what the fuck am I talking about.

Hey lovelies,
Really enjoyed today, went to meet jericks at outram park then headed for vivo.
Bought tickets for rio instead of sanctrum ):
Bloody hell, 4 more months nia don't let me in.
Had lunch then went for movie.
Nothing much in fact.
Well, I'm just lazy to blog bout today.

The past few days had been busy.
Had usual morning footdrill training on thursday followed by NAPFA in the afternoon.
Total screwed up la, one board jump and there goes my silver.
Now have to retest, best liao, suck much. Had koi with 409 peeps after that.
As for today, RICH fest was a slacking & chatting session for me.
& I certainly hope I'll pass my chemistry test.
CCA after school today, intensive footdrill training. Tired shit.

Why the fuck do bitches exist?

Hi lovelies,
Yes, I am mad for texting the whole night and didn't sleep.
But surprisingly, I ain't tired the today. Hehe :D
5 rounds around the school for PE nearly killed me today, 3 rounds later I cmi liao.
Not enough sleep, aish.
My differentiation test was horribly done, just passed nia. Awesome?
Chinese test is dumb la, didn't even study for it, confirm fail one.
& I'm exceptionally high, mentally. I think I have a short circuit today.
Seating arrangement gonna change tomorrow, kinda curious who will be my new partner.
& today's assembly is kinda funny, especially the arabian dance part. (Y)
Tonight I shall finish both sciences' homework and sleep earlier :D

I've decided to start blogging again since I've got nothing better to do.
E-learning day is sucha failure. The portal can't stop crashing.
Total shit please, I could have slept longer.
Just finished watching yongseo couple last episode. Super sad la, made me cry :/