Please, let me continue with it.
I think I'm doing a great job with it with all the smiling and laughing.
I don't wish to breakdown in school, really.
Trust me, it may take me a very long time to heal but I have no choice.
Now, I'm just afraid that I would have a fear for relationships and become super paranoid.
The empty feeling in me really doesn't feel good. I feel like a walking corpse.
Can you tell me what to do?
I don't know to be happy, sad or angry.
I can't stop crying, really. I guess I've suppressed myself too much in school.