Shall post about today and tomorrow tomorrow since there's still tons of activities waiting :D
Gonna meet up with 6b'07 peeps, kind of excited yeah.
Oh yes, I had a sudden thought of posting some things I felt that should be made known. First things first, haters, if you're going to like make bad comments or something, you can just press alt-f4 and fuck off (: I certainly don't welcome you haters here. Okay, so here it goes.

I shall try to list down whatever I can think of so...

1. I dislike people who text me first & when I reply them they either MIA or don't bother to keep the conversation going. It's like you messaged me first & now what?

2. I like talking/messaging/hanging out with interesting people or people who can keep conversations going no matter what.

3. I'm not very fond of texting people when I'm at home or studying, to be true, I get irritated easily by that, especially people who I don't enjoy talking to.

4. I get irritated by people who give me short replies that is hard to keep the conversation going/reply. For example, "K". This alphabet totally turns me off and irritates me.

5. I don't text people first, or you could say that I hardly text people first. So, it's either others text me first or we don't talk.

6. This one is important. I HATE people who treat me like toy or entertainer. You don't text me for a few days and go MIA for the rest. You don't text me when you've no one to talk to. I'm not a backup.

7. I am not a fan of last minute changes, to be honest, I hate last minute changes. Especially when everything is planned and prepared.

8. I'm kind of cleanliness freak, I like things to be organised & clean.

9. I don't really appreciate waiting for people especially when I'm on time and I wait for you for like more than 10 minutes. Once in awhile is fine, but if it is always, I do get irritated.

10. Yes, I can be very mean, vulgar and out of my usual personality at times. Hence, you don't freaking irritate me. To be true, I'm not how I look from the outside.

11. If I don't give you proper replies where I mean my usual way of talking to you, 90% I'm irritated by the way you reply/I'm tired or lazy to reply/I'm not in a good mood.

12. I don't fancy people to text me when I'm almost falling asleep. That's the reason why I put my phone to silent without vibration at night.

13. I like shopping. Window shopping counts too, which is when I don't have the money :x

14. I dislike people who breaks promises, especially when it's very frequently. I lose trust very easily & takes a very long time to trust.

15. I'm those "do what you want me to do on you" person. Sometimes, I take revenge if I've reached my limits or exceed them.

That's all, this post isn't directed to anyone or whatever. I just have the sudden thought of it yesterday so I've decided to post it while waiting for my hair to dry.
Now, my legs are bloody aching & my headache has come to haunt me again TT Feeling feverish right now. Oh gosh.
Shall post again tomorrow (:

Today, I'm in a good mood for posting so here I am, hehe!
Firstly, I'm finally 16 years old! Like finally you see. Thank you all for your wonderful birthday wishes thru sms, twitter, facebook or face to face! I really appreciate them.
Got gifts from some people :D
Thank you Jiahui, Clarice & Joey for the Starbucks card.
Thank you T.Jiaen, Sooche, Limhui, Yaying, Kimberly, Michelle & Yinghui for the Golden Village gift card.
Junyi & Candy mummy still owe me presents xD teehee. Gonna get my scrapbook present from Junyi only during our outing O:
My 16th birthday wasn't really good though, cas' I spent my day studying social studies with exception for the afternoon of course.
Had ice dessert at icebar, love their ice dessert and ice blended coffee.

Okay, now for today's happenings. I screwed both my social studies & e.maths 2.
Never mind then, now what's important are the papers after the holidays. Really have to work extra hard and concentrate.
Had lunch at Benten Cafe with Limhui, Junyi, Sooche & Jiahui. It's fun to hang out with them.
Gossiped, joke around and stoned at the seats of the cafe.
A lot of funny and epic things happened, shall not elaborate much on them. Decided to watch Smurfs on 2nd Sept as well.
But they die die don't want go GV watch cause I've got the gift card. All bully me ): Haha.
Oh, I love the sofa seats at Benten Cafe, good place to stone with friends :D

Actually, I still love to spend time with you though I don't know how do you think/feel.
Thank you for making the trouble to come down on Thursday.
Somethings, I just can't say it . They will just remain unspoken then.

Shall not post till I feel like doing so. End of story.

So much to say, but nothing comes out.

Yes, I'm kind of lazy to blog now, there's just too many things to do within a short time.
Had my hair cut today, new hairstyle yeah.
For those who are curious, I'm sorry, I won't be posting any photos.
Didn't study for the whole of today, no mood. Stupid body woke up at 7 plus for no good reason.
Met jiahui and went to cut hair. New hairstyles for both of us (:
Gossiped at icebar while waiting for junyi. It's was enjoyable yeah.
Celebrated my birthday in advance at sakae sushi with family.
Wanted to have tzechar one but then I can't eat chilli crab, so yeah ): However, we still had nice food.
The cheese & mayonnaise grilled chicken was awesome :D had 3 plates with cousins.
Fun aside, have to start on social studies tomorrow. Lacking of time.
English O level oral in 4 days. Prelim 2 in 6 days. Oh bloody hell.

I'm currently in a good mood so I've decided to post while I wait for my hair to dry.
Actually, my thoughts are more or less sorted out.
Now the way you talk to me is like with tons of -.-, so you talk to your new girl-friends like that too? Like seriously, what did I do wrong to deserve that kind of attitude? You tell me.
I'm probably worthless to you, so I don't see the need why am I even holding on.
I'm done trying & realised you no longer need/want me in your life.
I guess I'm just plain dumb or whatsoever.

Today's night study had been kind of productive as usual. Finished another topic in ten years series.
Funny things happened today, total joke. I really laughed till my stomach pain.
Looking forward to thursday, study at holland ville starbucks :D
Gonna stay back tomorrow as well, cause got oral practice.
Today's chinese lesson is totally boring :\ 2 hours some more, enough to decay.
Headaches had been haunting me for the past few days, and this isn't good.
I certainly won't mind if it's at home, but in school. Total shit.
& I seriously need more fbts, a bit sian of black and grey. Shall buy one blue and pink :D
&& I need to go on a diet, but it's not easy ): oh, bloody hell.
The RP magazine I received in my mailbox smells of paint :\ Actually, only enjoy the fashion tips part. Lol.
Okay, that's all, my brain is dead, can't think of any other things that I wanna say. Tatas.

It feels sad to know that you're no longer special to someone
& someone else is replacing you.

I guess now I'm feeling this way. Jealousy just kills me each time I see that girl's post on your wall.
However, I have no rights to, so I guess I'm just like...I don't know how to say. You will probably think that I shouldn't even visit your page. Lastly, people can't be forgotten, that's one thing you should remember.
Shall stay back for night study for the whole of next week with exception to Thursday which will be at Starbucks with peeps.
In fact the part I love about night study is the walk back to Clementi Central.
Lots of entertaining stuff, especially last friday about the hip-hop translation to chinese.
Oh yes, the dinner was awesome too, lucky me had tiramisu flavored ice cream instead of vanilla or chocolate as dessert :D
Sadly, that night wasn't as productive, like c'mon it's a friday night. We should be like having fun instead. I probably should change that mentality, since it's like 60+ days left to O levels.
Time is seriously running out & isn't enough for everything.
However, I'm happy that it's only 11 more days :D Hee.
One day reserved for Junyi since she asked for one day for her. Any more reservations? Haha!
Okay, target for today, finish chinese homework & one topic of differentiation.

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile.
So good to me, so right...

Kind of appropriate.
Suddenly back for like a blogging spree or what not.
I just have nothing better to do cas' I have to wait till my sister falls asleep then switch on the lights and continue with work.
Physics SPA tomorrow, may it be easy and goes well, definitely keeping my fingers cross.
I think I'm crazy, I love my Facebook profile picture very much :x
Haters go ahead and comment or whatsoever, idgaf (:
Today, for the first time I did something productive while waiting for night study.
Hee, I finished my vectors worksheet and Catholic High Chemistry paper at night.
Oh yes, today's dinner was awesome though a lil' only.
Time check, 15 days to Prelim 2 & 13 days to English O level oral exams.
Shall complete as much maths question before 12.30 am.

Nice picture isn't it? Looks like Eiffel Tower. Hee.
Today's trip was like Clarke Quay>Vivo>Clementi>Home.
The weather is far too warm so we decided to go Vivo and slack instead.
Spam photos like crazy, played with the camera app on my phone till it was forced to close.
Pro right?
I love this photo.
There are nicer ones on Facebook though, I'm just lazy to upload all onto blogger.
And yes, mugging starts tomorrow. Enough of playing and craziness today.
16 days to Prelim 2, 14 to O level English Oral. Time isn't enough you see.
My sister is being such a bitch, irritating max. I would love to lock her outside the room.

Happy National Day in advance! (:
Woke up like super early today, 5.30am & barely had enough sleep.
Dragged myself to school, got to reach school by 6.55am to get service award.
And it's kind of like waste of time, reached on time and JT was late again.
Stomach hasn't been feeling well for days, don't know what's wrong with it also.
Watched basketball inter class and went up to hall for celebration. This year's national day celebration just doesn't feel like how it was in the past 3 years.
Stayed back for a little while to watch table tennis inter class but I soon got very bored of it and was kind of uninterested.
Headed to Jurong Point with Junyi for lunch, had ours' at benten cafe. The food there is nice, really.
But I certainly don't like the seats at the Jurong Point branch, it's like in the middle of nowhere.
It irritates me when people keep walking past, like no privacy.
Went to popular to choose my scrapbook as birthday present, I really wonder how it will turn out in her hands :x Hee, shall wait till the day then.
Wanted to had icebar but yeah, spent like $10+ on lunch and was super full.
Went to the community centre and rot instead, let's not say rot but more of a heart to heart talk.
Kind of poured everything out to her, she's an awesome listener and adviser I would say.
Nearly cried at some parts but yeah.
Came home and slept my rest of my afternoon away.
Oh yes, I thought of having a new fringe. Shall go cut my fringe someday.
I had been a good girl and pinning up my fringe for a week or so.
Well, I guess that's all for today, shall post on Wednesday if there's time and pictures.

C'mon Swee Ting get hold of yourself, everything will be okay.
Things really hasn't been really good, still easily affect by that matter.
However, I do feel better thanks to everyone around me. Love you guys, really.
20 days to prelim 2, this matter must get the fuck out of my mind.
19 days to my day & 18 days to O level English oral.
Seriously, I've gotta stop thinking about the past and move on. This isn't doing me any good.
Okay, happy stuff now. Date with Junyi on 10 august, shall pamper myself on that day.
No more perfume on you - Teen Top & Be mine - Infinite had been making me feel better.
I can't imagine what would happen to me without music.
Koi later on, hee :D
Oh yeah, and I'm so damn looking forward towards Red Camp. Just realised quite a number of people from 409 is going.
Must start studying later on, continue slacking and I'll die horribly for prelim 2.

Don't text me when you've no one to chat with. I HATE being a second choice.

Honestly, I don't feel like replying to you last night but I don't know why I just did.
Oh well, your question is like totally nonsensical. What do you think I will reply?
I can't possibly say I feel horrible, I'm not okay. Zzz.
Really, it's too late for apologies and to care about how am I doing/feeling.
Like what you said, if sorry works, I might as well just go stab anyone and say sorry.
What's done can't be undone.
I guess people were right about going back to the same person when you already knew the ending.
Even if we didn't end because of that message, we'll still be over sooner or later over the same reason you gave when we ended for the first time.